Thursday, March 27, 2008
Day 18
I didn’t do so well today. I was tired and my concentration wasn’t very good. I haven’t slept very well this week and feeling down about the trucking jobs. The recruiters didn’t make me feel too excited about the prospects either. Last night I got home late and then worked on laying son on my yard. I didn’t get finished till 10:00 and I got up at 4:00.
We took the Peterbuilt on the road pulling a trailer. I was nervous and missed gears down shifting and my mind was just not getting it. I am glad that tomorrow we are not driving. It is the first time that I had rather be in the class room taking a test than to be in the truck driving. It’s not a permanent thing but we have been in the trucks all week so I am ready for a break. I should be much better on Monday.
The other part of my stress this week has been the anxiety of getting a job. I am sure that I am overly concerned about it. I have to develop more of not giving a shit attitude. Eff you if you don’t want me, someone else will.
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